Even though I'm not Christian I've deeply believed in the power of prayer. Energy is energy,right? The first time I ever prayed I was a 10 year old desparate athiest, and the results gave me faith in greater possiblities. I came to enjoy conversing with this new abstract friend. I felt like I was being listened to and even if the responce wasn't what I wanted to hear, it was what I needed to hear.
However, for about the past year, I've felt very much like I've been talking to myself. I wonder if I have been all along. Or did someone quit listening?
Maybe the quick responce to my desparate prayer so long ago was just coincidence. Which would kinda suck because even athiests have faith in their idea of nothing. I don't know if I could have that faith in nothing again.
Maybe this shithole town is out of range for Our Creators' service area. Maybe the numbers been changed.
Maybe I need to get a new calling plan.